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you'r doing fine

2009-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

your'r happy , im happy :D

just look at me

2009-08-19T01:52:00.001+08:00

you'r keeping something from me..
iloveyou.

久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我

我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开

久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我

我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就

我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开

原諒我

2009-08-16T07:15:00.001+08:00

can i be forgiven please baby? :(

The worst had come.

2009-08-15T06:24:00.003+08:00

SHE SAY'S SHE STILL LOVES MEEEEE :DD

and i loveher too, but we cant patch yet :(

iloveyou

i'll be waiting, dont give up bibi

She's back, and gone

2009-08-10T21:47:00.001+08:00

is it good or bad news?
hais.. i seriously dont know what is love me abit.
what do you mean by abit ? you said you'll call me
back after you finish doing ur things, 4hr had pass-
ed already, its 10pm, and perhaps you'r gonna sleep
soon? :( hais..

Finally im willing to blog

2009-08-08T04:57:00.001+08:00

baby is away !
she go m'sia for 3 days.. :(
and im bored, so bored, and its just the 1st day
anyway i wont be meeting her for 1 week =x
cuz i've been a naughty boy for the past few days,
hahas, i miss her alot ! :(
its been 1yr and 6month already :D
im broke, so i did't go out for a long time
the day before today, me and baby went to watch Hangover
it was quite hilarious, and lots of (A) scenes.
i miss baby!
i love baby!
i miss baby!
i love baby!
i miss baby!
i love baby!

busy with love

2009-07-29T02:20:00.002+08:00

WONT BE UPDATING FOR SOMETIME
im busy being in love :D
so busy dam busy, so i wont be updating for awhile.
<3 ZEE WEI SIAAAAA

STEALING 'AGAIN'

2009-07-11T02:03:00.004+08:00

heh, here i am stealing someone's wireless network to blog
again =x my net's still unavailable, but my dad say it will
be up in a few days time, had lotsa fun for the past few day
baby stayed at my house for 4days straight, thou im happy
but i doubt she is, anyway, i'll try to make thing easy for her,

just that im afraid her love will fade again >.<

tml's JJ birthday, happy bday bro, and we're going out ! :D

and i've return to school for real, and yes, to study.

hmm, x3 ZeeBABY

tadah

STEALER!

2009-06-29T08:04:00.002+08:00

someone did't secure his wireless network so i 'borrow' it

for awhile =x baby's now in school ! hehs, <3>

dont hold him down, we're out to have fun! ass

PATCH-ED

2009-06-17T16:57:00.014+08:00

o1o2o8

weisia have finally agreed to patch with me! :D

NO INTERNET!

2009-06-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO YUZHI!

currently no internet >.<>

maybe i'll go to my friend house to update :D

bibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibi

takecare ~

suddenly.. shes saying bye.

2009-06-03T13:27:00.008+08:00

listening canon in d while looking at me and her pic..

memories flashes back, it was so loving.. everdyday

usual meetup, sometimes we go out and play, i cant

really name any place that we've never been to..

till now i does't know what you're thinking.. everything

is going smoothly, stable, happy.. i seriously even tot of

marrying you. did't know that all was just one sided thinking

you tell me, get over you and start a new life, you no longer

love me, but why... i still love you alot, unfair.. you could just

forget everything within a day, its not 42days, its 426days,

i am so forced into forgetting this.. you have grown alot, from

that small lil weisia, to now. dont you think what you've done

to me is seriously too far, i guess im nt just the right one for

you. maybe a year relationship is too much for you afterall,

if only i could go back a few month back, when you still love me

hug you for one last time, its so impossible now, sometimes,

thinking back of what you done to me, i really hate you.. but still

love you at the same time, im happy you said you have never

regretted at all, me too, have never regretted going through

this happy 1 year, its time to let you go.. i really wish i could

stop bothering you, stop caling you, and stop see-ing you.

i really wants to leave you alone, remember you once

said to me, breaking up with me was the happiest thing,

and patching with me is the worst thing ever can happen to you,

i dont know if you mean it, but i remember everything, and also

its been 3month, you are enjoying your single life, knowing your

happy really makes me happy, i does't know whats love, untill

the very day you decided to leave me once and for all, it really hurts.

zeeweisia,o2o1o8,tanyuzhi

sorry for wasting 5min of your life reading this, just got

so carried away looking our picture and this emo song

is playing.. im alright :D

CYCLING !

2009-06-02T06:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday went cycling,
des, jj, pupu, weisia.
pics will be uploaded later, we cycle like from 12pm - 7am.
they 3 keep playing like so fun, while i have to tongbang
weisia, +40 kg eh! zz tired but fun.

KBOXYYY

2009-05-30T01:55:00.004+08:00

yesterday went kbox, urm.. yesterday ? or was it the day before.

hmmm or is it today ? i forget the freaking date, lol bcuz i just slept

for 18hours.. did't sleep the night before bcuz i was gonna go find
GINA in th morning, we meet 7, but she woke up @ 7, den blahblah

blahblahblah, after that went back to jon hse, sleep for abt an hour

getting ready to go K, reach ehub @ 2.30, sing sing sing sing song song

song song sang sang sang for 4hr30mins and finished our K session @ 7

hmm, it was pretty fun at first untill th last 1hr i got so tired and took

a nap when everybody is singing, hehs, after that went to GIANT, i

was pulling a very very black face bcuz im tired - angry.

im angry @ weisia bcuz she is also angry @ me, hahas childish hor

but we're okay already ! :D gota work later morning with siyu and
JJ , so uh ya, not gona sleep again, hopefully i wont fall asleep later..

BERZERK!

2009-05-25T11:31:00.002+08:00

Im almost going BERZERK !
duno how many day nvr sleep, i will go berzerk and start brandishing anyone i see
hahas, sun bian charge wo de ADVANCE combo, -.-
stupid com cant play maple, and i have to face it for so freaking long, and dota is
getting on my nerves, nobody is going out, im gonna die, very very sooooon
many days of sleepless night, thinking and thinking and thinking, of stupid things
of her and of cuz US..
day1 - Blk742 coffeeshop = stead
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day426 - atmyhouse = break

i seriously miss her alot

2009-05-24T03:40:00.008+08:00

just some photo , lol just feel like uploading them.

zxzxzxzx blahblahblah byebye

EMOEMOEMO

2009-05-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

super emo !
hahahas. said alot of stupid things to my brother, ps ah
mind sot sot.. but im okay now, will try and forget her
NA DE QI, SHUAI DE XIA
lol ! LOL ! wish me luck in forgetting her once again
today whole day at home emo, just now go slack,
now at pu hse ! EMOEMOEMO

I am dismembered

2009-05-21T02:53:00.004+08:00

my heart is totally smashed, from the top of the world,

i cant blame her anymore, i look for the troubles myself, i offered my-

self to be hurt, i waited 2hrs to chat with u for 20mins, to tell you how

i feel, but in the end all i get was trying to make you pity me, you asked

me, what for am i doing all these , my answer is because i still love you..

begged and begged, after many times, you still remain heartless..

was it my fault for pestering you ? i just want to have you back by my

side, but now, the more i do, the less hope i have, like now, its 0%

to getting you back already, bcuz all i do is say all this emo things,

and all you think is i am just trying to make myself look pity for

you to pity.

Once again, i will try very hard to forget you like

you always wanted, goodbye and tc weisia

Angels & Demons

2009-05-20T00:56:00.005+08:00

Caught Angels and Demon with GINA and KENNETH today ^^
the show was fantastic, the 1st 30min was LAME thou.
at first i tot demon and angel would appear and fight, but
later they told me that no demon nor angel is coming out,
was abit disappointed LOL ! ( hmm, what if sunwukong and
guanyinma appear in the show ? ) ROFLMAO, later went to 700+
slack awhile and den hom-ed =x
I SAW YOU AGAIN TODAY, WHY DID YOU SHOUT HI !?
anyway went home and started thinking of the past and i
find you so cute and adorable when we were tgt, i would't dare to
call you afraid you'll be angry , most of our conversation was like
this, 'ringring' (welcome to macdonald delivery) :(
i miss you.. call me pls.. T_T

Puzzled

2009-05-19T05:20:00.002+08:00

'因为我当着在作梦'
you could take all this for a dream, but can i ?
you would't listen to whatever i say, or even consider.
'since he's coming and i have t leave'
i'll feel more hurt if i see you, how can i forget you if
you are appearing infront of me but not my baby anymore.
i cant look into your eyes anymore, bcuz you'r not the weisia
i once loved
'Anw i dont see th needs of meeting you'
what do you mean of that ? does it mean you see the need
to chatting with someone else ? or meeting someone else ?
rather den me ? are any other person more important den me?
i seriously care bout you, and i do love you alot, i regretted giving
up on you before, but do you have to be so heartless, so cruel ?
'why will i regret? '
i have no answer to this, only you does..
if you really are the real weisia reading this
den return me my baby pls ? .
if you seriously think of how you are treating me now, you will regret

was i really that bad ? what did i do wrong? your feeling had
faded ? or you wanna concentrate on your study, which is real ?

2009-05-19T01:16:00.003+08:00

Today went to town and look for GINA and had dinner ( KFC ) -.-

after that went back to slack for awhile @700 ^^.

you wont regret, fine, just go think of how you treat me,

tottaly heartless, and i did't say when i come you hafta go

i just really does't wish to see you, i'll be sad.

Cheer up kenneth !

2009-05-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

Today went walking ard @T1 and TM with GINA & AHTAN(KENNETH)
hmmm.. talk kok alot den go up ahpu hse cuz gina wanted to use th toilet,
after that we chatted for while more before heading home.
she could meet anyone in the whole world except me, like im the worst enemy
of her life, anyone could just call and meet her up except me, what the fuck ?
our 1 yr of relationship means nothing to you ? you say forget jiu forget.
w/e la, since you got no feeling for me already would you even bother how
sad i am? you wil regret.

Im so IGNORED

2009-05-16T16:36:00.003+08:00

today is a boring day for me, rotting at home using com the whole day,
maybe later meeting des they all @ 700 ! for now, dota time@#!#@!#

still the same thing , she'll never reply to my msg-es or answer my call.
even so, i will still send her msg , call her. not bcuz i want to, just cant
stop myself from doing things for her >.< .

Checkup TML !

2009-05-14T01:59:00.002+08:00

Tml im going for my FINAL checkup before i go into ns
after tml i'll check the mail everyday, hope i can receive
the letter to go into ns, i cant find a suitable work.. only ns
can i earn some money to buy PILLOW! lol i wont tell you guys
whats PILLOW yet, but its definitely not the one on my bed.
today woke up @ 4+ , den go play bball for awhile, later slack
with, WEISIA, JJ, DES, KH, PU .^^.

Cycle and Cycle

2009-05-12T05:08:00.002+08:00

5days since i've blogged huh =x
i know you all are waiting to see my rubbish !
hahas, last night went night cycling with jon
jj and pu. lol, started our journey from TAMPINES,
den cycle cycle to pasir ris and to loyang, reached changi
den started our 10km cycle from there lol, the whole 10km
journey is just straight, all the way.. till we reach east coast!
stop by at bedok jetty and see people using nets to catch
fish, they caught one octopus lol! so freaking cute, after that
cycle back from bedok - tamp ^^. DAMN FUN LA, who wan
join us nxt time just text me lol.. was gaming just now and now
gtg sleeeeeppppppppppppp already! NIGHTS!

Fishing Later!

2009-05-07T13:04:00.005+08:00

Gonna go fishing with with kh and pu l8ter
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bored lol, wil update later about my fishing trip LOL
BYEFORNAO~

IM back! Caught abt 8 small and stupid fish,
was enjoying the breeze there, the SEA was
fantastic today, like im on a vacation @ other
country! :D play till gila, go back 700 high till
ki siao, HOR!? ROBERT NG LOL~ :D:D:D:D

I'll shun, avoid when i see you

2009-05-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

Today played bball, so HOT, i think im so proooooooooooooooooo LOL
after bball slack awhile den go home le~
she's always appearing, why must i think so much whenever i see her, its over, its impossible
so i'll avoid her as much as i can.. i dont want to hurt her again, she does't want me to get any
close to her anymore..

ECP-

2009-05-03T01:33:00.004+08:00

Today was a fun and tiring day, went to ECP and pinic
with jj,des,kh,kw,jessie,weisia and me !
after 6km of riding , we finally reach ECP, settle down,
eat some food, and started playing, i did't soak myself in
the sea this time, was busy eating SUNFLOWERSEEEED
lol! after awhile of playing by the beach, later on, we had
our dinner @ 85, everyone was starving and i ate 2 bowl
of rice, for the 1st time. :D went back ard 10pm, talked
till 12pm and everybody went home.

You should't have said that to me, you know i'll get angry
anyway i've apologised! and you too , must say sorry :D

2009-04-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

你要我說多難堪我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
this is what i exactly wanna say to you, but.. 你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開, as long as your'r happy! :D
ZEEWEISIA ILOVEYOU

Confused

2009-04-29T10:25:00.000+08:00

Woke up early this morning, wonder where will i be going later on, simoneh is sick lol
get well soon, stil need chiong lvl =x
i thought something happened to you, thats why the sudden breakup,
but guess not.. you have changed .. alot.
farewell to you, im nvr gonna appear in your life again.

Im so happy

2009-04-27T10:28:00.000+08:00

last night i had a chat with her, thou its just for awhile, but i could tell she does't really hate me anymore, today whole day chiong game =x game game and game!
i know you already say its impossible for us to get back together, i'll respect your decision, but i'll always rmb the happy times we had together, knowing your happy makes me happy, its a very painfull lesson, i'll always keep in mind, cherish your girl, dont regret after losing them.
i'll still wait

2009-04-25T03:49:00.000+08:00

Had fun with everyone today,
L4d with kh,pu,kw and des, jessie came along too, thou she did't play
den later at night went slacking with them, JJ and Weisia came along.
i am already starting to forget her, i dont really care bout her anymore,
whatever she do does't concern me now.. thx des / kh for being with me when
i needed you guys most.

Shes in love

2009-04-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

Sadly to know shes now in love with somebody that will treat her better den me!
happy to know that i have lots of friend to help me with FORGETING HER MISSION,
lol, thanks to all these buddy, i can stil live on happily, wish her all the best..
我会好好过 ,等你再爱我, 总有个角落, 会让你想起我

First time blogging

2009-04-20T05:43:00.001+08:00

Hey, its my first time blogging, did't spent much time on it.